A new year has begun and I have not posted much since...I stink at this really if you're not counting any hauling posts though LOL!
Onto what's happened since my last post...Okay so the little one in my household has been a hellion these past few months. He has adopted the walk-and-climb-everywhere-while-not-sleeping-just-to-drive-my-parents-insane philosophy. IT IS EXHAUSTING...I feel I haven't slept well in months. Well, that's not true. Every so often he will have mercy on me and let me sleep and believe there's a glimmer of hope he might be over it only to have him back at it the night after. My hubs and I are exhausted...We face the nights with trepidation...I need to be up at 6am and I'm usually on the go during the day. However, I find myself struggling and when I do, that's when I'll nap with the kiddo just to salvage any remaining sanity I have left. Naturally nothing gets accomplished when this occurs but hey, I need my sleep!
My workload has pretty much doubled to tripled now. I am trying to stay as organized and on top of things but with kids and distractions and only 3 companies to care for it's overwhelming. I feel my anxiety get the best of me at times. I have to give myself a pep talk to knock it off and snap out of it. Nothing gets accomplished if I just sit in my anxiety while looking at mounds of paperwork right...? Sigh...
The season for my hubs is about to start up again...This is where I am a single parent...This is where it stinks to be me - seriously...I am in no shape for it yet! It's why my days are so occupied with staying focused on work or else my anxiety will completely just skyrocket through the roof :(
So there you have it...life is sucking the fun out of things! I will try to update on this page more often but if you didn't figure it out yet, don't count on it *snort*
Onto what's happened since my last post...Okay so the little one in my household has been a hellion these past few months. He has adopted the walk-and-climb-everywhere-while-not-sleeping-just-to-drive-my-parents-insane philosophy. IT IS EXHAUSTING...I feel I haven't slept well in months. Well, that's not true. Every so often he will have mercy on me and let me sleep and believe there's a glimmer of hope he might be over it only to have him back at it the night after. My hubs and I are exhausted...We face the nights with trepidation...I need to be up at 6am and I'm usually on the go during the day. However, I find myself struggling and when I do, that's when I'll nap with the kiddo just to salvage any remaining sanity I have left. Naturally nothing gets accomplished when this occurs but hey, I need my sleep!
My workload has pretty much doubled to tripled now. I am trying to stay as organized and on top of things but with kids and distractions and only 3 companies to care for it's overwhelming. I feel my anxiety get the best of me at times. I have to give myself a pep talk to knock it off and snap out of it. Nothing gets accomplished if I just sit in my anxiety while looking at mounds of paperwork right...? Sigh...
The season for my hubs is about to start up again...This is where I am a single parent...This is where it stinks to be me - seriously...I am in no shape for it yet! It's why my days are so occupied with staying focused on work or else my anxiety will completely just skyrocket through the roof :(
So there you have it...life is sucking the fun out of things! I will try to update on this page more often but if you didn't figure it out yet, don't count on it *snort*