Onto what's happened since my last post...Okay so the little one in my household has been a hellion these past few months. He has adopted the walk-and-climb-everywhere-while-not-sleeping-just-to-drive-my-parents-insane philosophy. IT IS EXHAUSTING...I feel I haven't slept well in months. Well, that's not true. Every so often he will have mercy on me and let me sleep and believe there's a glimmer of hope he might be over it only to have him back at it the night after. My hubs and I are exhausted...We face the nights with trepidation...I need to be up at 6am and I'm usually on the go during the day. However, I find myself struggling and when I do, that's when I'll nap with the kiddo just to salvage any remaining sanity I have left. Naturally nothing gets accomplished when this occurs but hey, I need my sleep!
My workload has pretty much doubled to tripled now. I am trying to stay as organized and on top of things but with kids and distractions and only 3 companies to care for it's overwhelming. I feel my anxiety get the best of me at times. I have to give myself a pep talk to knock it off and snap out of it. Nothing gets accomplished if I just sit in my anxiety while looking at mounds of paperwork right...? Sigh...
The season for my hubs is about to start up again...This is where I am a single parent...This is where it stinks to be me - seriously...I am in no shape for it yet! It's why my days are so occupied with staying focused on work or else my anxiety will completely just skyrocket through the roof :(
So there you have it...life is sucking the fun out of things! I will try to update on this page more often but if you didn't figure it out yet, don't count on it *snort*