The short version: my mother was sick was cancer. In fact, she was sick when I started doing videos and this blog. I couldn't deal with her being sick and this was my way of forgetting for a little while that she wasn't. That everything was fine. That life was normal. I got to a point where I just couldn't deal with anything. I stopped videos, blogging, pictures, keeks etc. I kinda wanted to disappear for awhile. It felt good. I didn't regret any of it, in fact I found it relieving! Needless to say my mother is on the right path to getting fully healed again. She has one last hurdle to overcome and fingers crossed, it'll be her last. So until then I'm just holding on and riding the wave, wherever it takes me.
In the meantime, not much has changed. I'm still subbed to Topbox, have bought maybe a few other dolls. Haven't bought a ton of makeup seeing as I really don't need anymore! Even nail polish has kind of stopped. Okay, well...I'm in the midst of building up my gel polish collection! It has done a world of good for my nails, honestly! Maybe one day I'll explain further.
I have been on a planner kick though. I have set up myself with a Martha Stewart planner to just get organized already. I don't know why, in high school I LOVED and ABUSED my agenda. Swore by it, decorated it. I just loved it! I bet it's long gone with a ton of my other high school papers that my parents threw out. Too bad...:( Anyways, I'm trying to reorganize my life and the planner has helped immensely!
As for videos and keeks, I gave all that up. I just didn't feel comfortable putting myself out there with MY FACE especially LOL! I'm such a private person, it just didn't feel right and if it doesn't feel right, I just stop. So, this is all you'll get of me...lousy blog posts and pics of stuff I've bought lol..Honestly, this is a blog for me, if people read it, all the better :) So I said goodbye to my YouTube vids and my Keek vids. Life is better for me this way I think...The internet can be cruel at times and I'm not interested in challenging it!
And that's my life in a nutshell...kids are good, family is good, I'm good...That's all that matters really :)
Until my next post,